Friday, December 26, 2008

?por que?

Why is it that you put yourself through shit when you know it won't turn out well?  Why didn't I listen to her and myself about not talking?  We both knew it wouldn't help.  I was selfish and she was just being nice.  For some reason I just wanted her to know how badly she hurt me, but I wasn't mean about it.  I guess I was just feeling very emotional being Christmas and all and she finally showed me the time of day and I got carried away.  I wish she had just stuck to her guns and not talked to me.  That may be the last time I hear from her ever and that's quite hard to swallow.  

1 comment:

  1. i love you to tom, and i'm here for you always.

    <3 rk.