Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Santa isn't coming this year
Getting over the one you are in love with is the hardest thing in the world. I never knew how incredibly difficult it would be. I've tried so many things, lots of suggestions from people, and even my own ideas. I feel as though in some ways it's even more trying than dealing with the loss of a loved one because the loved one is still around somewhere charismatically gracing everyone else with their warmth and love and I'm the only one stuck here without it. That's a difficult truth to consume. It's funny how many songs I've listened to for years I just now fully understand. What a crazy world we live in, I can't wait until January 29 and our exit from this world for almost 2 months. I have a feeling I'm going to appreciate touring the United States so much more this time which is why it really excites me.