Monday, January 5, 2009
here we go
wow I just keep getting shit on? Well, today it's not taking me cause I'm going to take it. I know who to trust now, I know who my friends are, maybe i won't forgive, but I will do everything I can to forget. It's all in my hands not on anyone else's terms. I am me I do what I want now. I'm in total control and it feels good. I decided today that I'm definitely going on our next tours which are booked. Music is what I love and I'm not letting someone ruin that for me. Not a chance. I can count on one hand here today the only things that matter to me anyway. I'm going to win this battle. I know who is there for me and who isn't. So many people have been amazingly supportive and it really helped me out. I owe a shit ton to Jarrett, Jon, Nick Joyce and Okie. They really picked me up when I was down and reminded me what is real and what I've got is an amazing thing. Thank you guys. You are the best.